dithering
I’ve lost momentum with the revision again, lost teh whole morning waiting for Dad to "pop round for a coffee" which didn’t eventually happen til lunchtime (and I couldn’t get going whilst waiting for him because I didn’t want to get sunk into something only to be disturbed…) This afternoon we tried for a play at the playbarn (my fave place to revise - good coffee, pletny of entertainment for Aprilia, no internet etc to distract me) but it was packed so we turned round and came home! It’s Rainbows in an hour so I have time to get going but not really because I need to keep my eye on the time etc!
So I thought I’d look at possible courses for next year instead. I really fancy Rise of Scientific Europe but it gets very mixed reviews and frankly I have no idea which Level 3 course I’d go onto after that one anyway. Or I could do the Exploring History one which would still lock me into doing History at level 3. There are a couple of possibles for level 3 including one on the British Empire and one on modern history from 1900 onwards but I’m not sure. Or I can take a sharp turn and do literature! Or at least do a level 2 lit course and see if I like it before I commit myself to going down one or other paths. Or, if it weren’t for the fact that my funding will run out before I can complete it, I could do a total about turn, go back to level 1 and do maths although I could just go back and do the certificate in maths once I’ve finished, you know, a bit of light relief and all that……
I dunno, it’s that lost interest in the whole thing time of year I think!


